seperti ku jangkan terjadi, tewas sekali lagi...

i walk through lonely road once again,
the road that i'm always knew,
i thought she is the one,
and i found her,
but she the one make me cry,

can't take it this crush anymore,
can't take it this paintfull anymore,
and don't want to miss anyone anymore,
because in the end it kill me inside,

as i expected,
lost again,
make my heart more painful,
as i expected,
love come and go,
maybe my faith is to be alone...

my last hope is the same,
same like before this,
let me live without any love,
so all can know that i frustrated,

as i expected,
lost again,
make my heart more painful,
as i expected,
love come and go,
maybe my faith is to be alone...

maybe my faith is to be alone
be friend with loneliness...
for sure every night
i recall my memory
every happy moment that touch my heart
for sure that the only thing i can own
maybe for the rest of my life i just dreaming bout love...

hanya sekadar persinggahan

I am being so stupid because falling in love,
being the 3rd person in people relationship
wasn't a good thing...
i'm so sad...

i thought this time it's real
but...

i seek for real love but i failed again...
i'm sorry yati
i cannot share love some other guy
u want him then choose him
whatever u said
i'm still a rebound

so,
i've decided to walk away
really love u but i just cannot share...

just be happy...

Mission Impossible

tomorrow i got 2 test back 2 back
om from 2.30-4.30pm
then selling 4.30-6.30pm
damn...
i should focus on 1 subject
and let go 1 subject
='(

Truth and Lies

"seperti jaringan labah-labah yg menipu mata manusia"

i can't remember which surah this phrase in Al-Quran,
but it tell the story about Nabi Muhammad being save by a spider.

some of orang bijak pandai, relate the this word with internet.
they define 'jaringan labah-labah' as 'world wide web' and 'menipu mata manusia' as all lies

to all my friends,
either i'm being crazy or being wise,
but just wanna share this thing with ur guys

war between Izrael and Palestin is just another lies of certain people
when i talk about lies in this matter i relate it to consphiracy

yes thousand people die
but
why suddenly before Obama become the 44th president of United State
this war could end smoothly

kesian orang Palestin jd mangsa keadaan, jahanam lah musuh Islam

to be honest, i don't know what behind this war
but
some of Islamic leader are been controll by US
and some research prove that even the most wanted man on earth;
Osama bin Laden is being controll by US
so,
all people involve please stop it
and
make the world be a better place.

I dont know what I melalut kat sini
but,
all of u please take at least 10 minutes and think about it
tq

the end

4 am

this is really weird...
I terjaga dari tdo at 4 am in the morning...
is it because kesejukan bilik?
or
is it because my heart is broken?
or
maybe because i'm nervous or afraid of something?

i try to find the answer by on9 and look at several stuff
and got the answer...
but let me keep the answer to myself
i want go back to sleep
but it already 6.43 am
and my heart still unsettled

if i going back to sleep i afraid that i miss my class at 10 am
but if i dont get enough rest
it would effect my presentation and my preparation to the test

hurmm...

what should i do

after this my life would be different

i hope my heart will be heal soon
i hope everything will be solve faster
i hope all the lies would be vanish

the end

Debate always fun

just arrived at my home in gemereh from debate training.
we do mock debate for Tressa friend and for ko-debate class.

the opp side win the debate but it still fun
i'm happy that ko-debate are willing to study and have fun with us