4 am

this is really weird...
I terjaga dari tdo at 4 am in the morning...
is it because kesejukan bilik?
or
is it because my heart is broken?
or
maybe because i'm nervous or afraid of something?

i try to find the answer by on9 and look at several stuff
and got the answer...
but let me keep the answer to myself
i want go back to sleep
but it already 6.43 am
and my heart still unsettled

if i going back to sleep i afraid that i miss my class at 10 am
but if i dont get enough rest
it would effect my presentation and my preparation to the test

hurmm...

what should i do

after this my life would be different

i hope my heart will be heal soon
i hope everything will be solve faster
i hope all the lies would be vanish

the end